woe (and a touch of the ole self pity)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woe_4gkS4XU Top comment: "This shit is so dark, even the URL says woe." This song pretty much sums up how I am feeling tonight. The big snow has come.  My grandmother is dying.  When she goes I will be all alone - there will be nobody left.  My friend's uncle died today.  He got bitchy … Continue reading woe (and a touch of the ole self pity)

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Typical! ( a rant bordering on irrational)

Recently I blogged about my newest futile celebrity crush, Wyatt Russell. Elsewhere in this blog I explained that when I develop an interest in a celebrity, I tend to dig around the internet trying to learn things about the person, and I usually end up digging too deep and finding stuff that ruins the person for … Continue reading Typical! ( a rant bordering on irrational)

Everything is Poisoned

EDIT:  I wrote this 14 months ago and I never published it.  I am going to publish it now, as is.  Also, Marsha has since died.  Surprise, surprise.  😒 💀 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Poison Girl? Try poisoned girl. I am poisoned.  (I have MCS).  The last couple of days have been pretty horrible.  I am poisoned; and very very … Continue reading Everything is Poisoned

Therese

I just finished updating my most recent blog entry about a couple of idiot men that I met online.  At the end of it I was ruminating upon my hermitdom and about how I sometimes wish I weren't so alone.  I wish for One.  A lover or a friend, either would be great, but One … Continue reading Therese

My Nightmare – A Pedophile’s Dream Part II

This is a continuation of sorts of my blog entry from two years ago, which I called "A Pedophile's Dream".  This blog entry was written as a message for Toby's step-sister Hannah after she got quite quite angry at me after I posted a Facebook status about Doll-Baby (who is referred to as "that stupid … Continue reading My Nightmare – A Pedophile’s Dream Part II

Mr. Necronomicon Grandpa Canadian Boyfriend and Mr. Encyclopedia Dramatica

I've written a few times here about the guy I call Mr. Encyclopedia Dramatica, or Mr. E D.  I call him that because the damned fool idiot is proud that there is a page about him and his asinine activities on The Encyclopedia Dramatica website. He is almost a decade younger than I am.  I … Continue reading Mr. Necronomicon Grandpa Canadian Boyfriend and Mr. Encyclopedia Dramatica

Minoo

It's been two and  a half weeks since Minoo died.  I got weepy about that as recently as today, but maybe I can write this now without booger-snotting myself all up over it. Even though it has little to do with this particular blog entry (and all of these cats are dead now)→  want to … Continue reading Minoo

She’s Crazy and I Don’t Matter

I have discussed elsewhere in this blog what I call my grandmother's "Lynn Trip."  She lived next door to some monkey-lipped old bitch named Lynn for 25 years.  During this time she was convinced that Lynn was not only coming into her house and stealing from her, but that she was also sucking my grandfather's … Continue reading She’s Crazy and I Don’t Matter

Strange Dudes, Dull Days and Other Calamities

I have been neglecting this blog again, shame shame. I'm frustrated again because I want to blog and again, my stupid naturally nocturnal sleep cycle is fucking me up. This happens again and again and again. It is an on-going, hellish struggle. That damned bitch Marsha on the bus (and others - but mainly Marsha)  … Continue reading Strange Dudes, Dull Days and Other Calamities