Waking Up is Hard (and Horrible)!

This won't be a cleverly named blog entry about conspiracy theories or politics or anything like that. Not that kind of "woke" No. It is quite literal - waking up is HARD.  😦 And horrible. Lately I have noticed that when I wake up - especially in a manner that is unpleasant - I have … Continue reading Waking Up is Hard (and Horrible)!

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Ding Dong, the Dude is Dead

This is going to be a really morbid, not-nice, rotten underbelly of a blog entry.  The brutal truth as I perceive it is quite often that way. I don't even know where to start.  Bullying, the long-term effects of bullying, petty revenge, mental health issues, mortality, more fucking suicide, the wildly deviating ways that different … Continue reading Ding Dong, the Dude is Dead

Trying to Understand (and Failing)

Social media has been abuzz all day - well, yesterday, now since it is past midnight - about the apparent suicide of Linkin Park frontman Chester Bennington. This coincided with, and some people believe may have even been triggered by, the fact that it was also the birthday of his friend and Soundgarden and Audioslave … Continue reading Trying to Understand (and Failing)

Seriously, FML Part II

Surprisingly enough, everything everywhere continues to be a festering cesspool of shit. Imagine my surprise. This blog entry is a continuation of my recent blog entry, Seriously, FML. This one probably won't make a hell of a lot of sense if you haven't read that one. I was right - the neighbor DID run her … Continue reading Seriously, FML Part II

Seriously, FML

I am tired. Tired of this life, tired of all of the bullshit. Tired of goddamned people. Seriously, even when I am just trying to be left alone in my goddamned house, I somehow manage to get fucked with. I composed a letter to the next door neighbor about the BBQ smoke coming in our … Continue reading Seriously, FML

Doin’ a Big Stress!

Lately I have been amusing myself with "doggo meme speak", which, since I am also a bit of a Grammar Nazi, is mildly frustrating. Hence, the title of this particular blog entry. It's probably too late for me to attempt to blog coherently. I had an exposure ("trigger") and did a bit of a rage … Continue reading Doin’ a Big Stress!

Petty Drivel

Today I created a new menu category on this blog called Daily Drivel. Here is where I shall post, (surprisingly), daily drivel. Mundane stuff that I feel like venting about but can't even really do so even on my fake Facebook without looking like an asshole. For example: My grandmother has gotten too fancy for leftovers. Now … Continue reading Petty Drivel

Mad/Sad/Bad Part II

Today hasn't been the best, mental-health wise. Celebrity crushes are no good for me because I am stupid an unreasonable and super-immature about it when they have, or get a girlfriend. I try quite valiantly to avoid crushing on ones with wives. I am green with envy, I mean I hate that bitch (whoever she might … Continue reading Mad/Sad/Bad Part II

Brief Rant

The internet is pissing me off today - the Dreamscope website owner and developer (who I found out is also involved in the creation of a facial recognition app for Google Glass - creepy!) is doing his absolute best to alienate his constant users and fuck his formerly awesome website all up (and he's doing … Continue reading Brief Rant

"Make my black heart sing Through all the suffering" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5MQTRgjBc0 I'm feeling conflicted, and yes, rather black-hearted at the moment. I should get some sleep, but I seldom make the right choices, so why start now? My reality sucks. It really, sincerely sucks. I have literally NO real-world friends, they're all online. I haven't had … Continue reading