Therese

I just finished updating my most recent blog entry about a couple of idiot men that I met online.  At the end of it I was ruminating upon my hermitdom and about how I sometimes wish I weren't so alone.  I wish for One.  A lover or a friend, either would be great, but One … Continue reading Therese

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My Nightmare – A Pedophile’s Dream Part II

This is a continuation of sorts of my blog entry from two years ago, which I called "A Pedophile's Dream".  This blog entry was written as a message for Toby's step-sister Hannah after she got quite quite angry at me after I posted a Facebook status about Doll-Baby (who is referred to as "that stupid … Continue reading My Nightmare – A Pedophile’s Dream Part II

Mr. Necronomicon Grandpa Canadian Boyfriend and Mr. Encyclopedia Dramatica

I've written a few times here about the guy I call Mr. Encyclopedia Dramatica, or Mr. E D.  I call him that because the damned fool idiot is proud that there is a page about him and his asinine activities on The Encyclopedia Dramatica website. He is almost a decade younger than I am.  I … Continue reading Mr. Necronomicon Grandpa Canadian Boyfriend and Mr. Encyclopedia Dramatica

She’s Crazy and I Don’t Matter

I have discussed elsewhere in this blog what I call my grandmother's "Lynn Trip."  She lived next door to some monkey-lipped old bitch named Lynn for 25 years.  During this time she was convinced that Lynn was not only coming into her house and stealing from her, but that she was also sucking my grandfather's … Continue reading She’s Crazy and I Don’t Matter

Waking Up is Hard (and Horrible)!

This won't be a cleverly named blog entry about conspiracy theories or politics or anything like that. Not that kind of "woke" No. It is quite literal - waking up is HARD.  😦 And horrible. Lately I have noticed that when I wake up - especially in a manner that is unpleasant - I have … Continue reading Waking Up is Hard (and Horrible)!

Ding Dong, the Dude is Dead

This is going to be a really morbid, not-nice, rotten underbelly of a blog entry.  The brutal truth as I perceive it is quite often that way. I don't even know where to start.  Bullying, the long-term effects of bullying, petty revenge, mental health issues, mortality, more fucking suicide, the wildly deviating ways that different … Continue reading Ding Dong, the Dude is Dead

Trying to Understand (and Failing)

Social media has been abuzz all day - well, yesterday, now since it is past midnight - about the apparent suicide of Linkin Park frontman Chester Bennington. This coincided with, and some people believe may have even been triggered by, the fact that it was also the birthday of his friend and Soundgarden and Audioslave … Continue reading Trying to Understand (and Failing)

Wasted Holiday

No, I didn't get literally wasted (drunk) but yesterday (Memorial Day) was a huge wasted holiday anyway... not that holidays mean a goddamned thing in my life or are in any way different than any other day (outside of knowing that other people, somewhere, are presumably having friend-and-family fun, which is something that I have heard … Continue reading Wasted Holiday

Sister Mine, Part II

Yesterday seemed to be all about the goddamned Princess. God damn it! It's enough to wither a soul! First, she sent grandmother a Mother's Day card but she tried to get cute about it - she had it written in a strange hand and with no return address. I knew what it was anyway... immediately... Mother's … Continue reading Sister Mine, Part II

Mad/Sad/Bad Part II

Today hasn't been the best, mental-health wise. Celebrity crushes are no good for me because I am stupid an unreasonable and super-immature about it when they have, or get a girlfriend. I try quite valiantly to avoid crushing on ones with wives. I am green with envy, I mean I hate that bitch (whoever she might … Continue reading Mad/Sad/Bad Part II