She’s Crazy and I Don’t Matter

I have discussed elsewhere in this blog what I call my grandmother's "Lynn Trip."  She lived next door to some monkey-lipped old bitch named Lynn for 25 years.  During this time she was convinced that Lynn was not only coming into her house and stealing from her, but that she was also sucking my grandfather's … Continue reading She’s Crazy and I Don’t Matter

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Tremendous Anxiety

The worst kind of anxiety is the kind that has no prompt resolution. I will be worried for a month or more about whether or not my recertification for SSI will be accepted or denied.  I just filled out the paperwork and put it in the mailbox - even that makes me anxious, as with … Continue reading Tremendous Anxiety

Strange Dudes, Dull Days and Other Calamities

I have been neglecting this blog again, shame shame. I'm frustrated again because I want to blog and again, my stupid naturally nocturnal sleep cycle is fucking me up. This happens again and again and again. It is an on-going, hellish struggle. That damned bitch Marsha on the bus (and others - but mainly Marsha)  … Continue reading Strange Dudes, Dull Days and Other Calamities

Ding Dong, the Dude is Dead

This is going to be a really morbid, not-nice, rotten underbelly of a blog entry.  The brutal truth as I perceive it is quite often that way. I don't even know where to start.  Bullying, the long-term effects of bullying, petty revenge, mental health issues, mortality, more fucking suicide, the wildly deviating ways that different … Continue reading Ding Dong, the Dude is Dead

Trying to Understand (and Failing)

Social media has been abuzz all day - well, yesterday, now since it is past midnight - about the apparent suicide of Linkin Park frontman Chester Bennington. This coincided with, and some people believe may have even been triggered by, the fact that it was also the birthday of his friend and Soundgarden and Audioslave … Continue reading Trying to Understand (and Failing)

Seriously, FML Part II

Surprisingly enough, everything everywhere continues to be a festering cesspool of shit. Imagine my surprise. This blog entry is a continuation of my recent blog entry, Seriously, FML. This one probably won't make a hell of a lot of sense if you haven't read that one. I was right - the neighbor DID run her … Continue reading Seriously, FML Part II

Doin’ a Big Stress!

Lately I have been amusing myself with "doggo meme speak", which, since I am also a bit of a Grammar Nazi, is mildly frustrating. Hence, the title of this particular blog entry. It's probably too late for me to attempt to blog coherently. I had an exposure ("trigger") and did a bit of a rage … Continue reading Doin’ a Big Stress!

Wasted Holiday

No, I didn't get literally wasted (drunk) but yesterday (Memorial Day) was a huge wasted holiday anyway... not that holidays mean a goddamned thing in my life or are in any way different than any other day (outside of knowing that other people, somewhere, are presumably having friend-and-family fun, which is something that I have heard … Continue reading Wasted Holiday

Petty Drivel

Today I created a new menu category on this blog called Daily Drivel. Here is where I shall post, (surprisingly), daily drivel. Mundane stuff that I feel like venting about but can't even really do so even on my fake Facebook without looking like an asshole. For example: My grandmother has gotten too fancy for leftovers. Now … Continue reading Petty Drivel

Mad/Sad/Bad Part II

Today hasn't been the best, mental-health wise. Celebrity crushes are no good for me because I am stupid an unreasonable and super-immature about it when they have, or get a girlfriend. I try quite valiantly to avoid crushing on ones with wives. I am green with envy, I mean I hate that bitch (whoever she might … Continue reading Mad/Sad/Bad Part II